I am finally updating my deviant art a little. I have been gone for several months, missing a lot of the great awesome artworks of the AWESOME people and friends I watch; not being able to reply to comments; and most particularly, I also have not really been able to extend my gratitude to those who favorited my deviations. So, first off I would like to say THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH, if you are reading this and have been watching me and favorited my stuff for the past few months that I've been M.I.A....thank you thank you thank you.

I also want to say this: I miss deviantart, and just because i haven't been on here for a long ass time does not mean I've been slowly losing my passion in art and fashion. No no no no. As a matter of fact it's growing very rapidly. And I would like to share this growing passion to the website that helped this very passion develop. I owe it a lot to deviantart and the people here: artists and appreciators alike.

BIG THINGS:

I. Two of the main reasons I've been gone for a while are school and work. I've been both full time at work and school, taking gen ed stuff in order to transfer and working as the lead stockroom manager at HOllisterco. (-_________-). However, THE biggest thing that has really been occupying me is the development of my first collection. I'm enrolled in the collections class in the Fashion Program in my school, and it has been, so far, an overwhelmingly incredible experience.

So, the class's objective is to have the students develop their own collection of 6 pieces. The collections will then be showcased in a fashion show at the local museum, open to the public. This is ONLY the second year of the class, and it started last year. It was such an exciting experience. I was just a mere spectator then, awestruck by the beautiful garments made by the talented students, wishing someday soon I could do something similar. Well, now I am doing it.

I have never wanted anything more than this in my life, and it's just the beginning. This burning passion that I have inside me to be a part of the industry, and be able to create fashion, has never been stronger. I could never ever see myself being anyone, anywhere, doing anything else.

II. I will be finally transferring to the Academy of Art University on the Fall of 2009.

Thank you, once again.

P.S. I thought I was going to write more, but I'm so tired.

But yeah, CEAZAR IS STILL HERE! :3

Hello everyone on deviantart! it's been really a long time since i updated my journal!

So im back!!!! Well, I’ve been quite inactive for the past few months, but I still logged on just as often as I always did. I just didn’t have anything to submit, because I was really uninspired…I was going through a phase we artists call the “Creator’s Block”.

And now I'm back with a few works...and more to come!!!!

I’d just want to tell everyone my utmost appreciation for your oh so overwhelming comments on my recent works, and for the favorites!!! Thank you sooo much!

I SAW JOSH GROBAN BY THE WAY!!!!!!!!! HE HAD A CONCERT HERE!!! UNFUCKINGBELIEVABLE!!!!!

I AM ALSO ANTICIPATING BON VOYAGE!!! THE SIMS 2!!! HELL YEAH!!!!!! and NEW YORK FASHION WEEK! no im not going...but you know...it's still something to look forward to...i was wondering if they actually broadcast it on tv...does anyone know?

i currently work part time at aeropostale, and going to school at a community college! im only sticking there for 1 year then hopefully, if a success, transfer to the ACADEMY OF ART SAN FRANCISCO!!!!!!! HELL YEAH!!!! i can't wait...hopefully ill see some you there!

LOOK:

:C it's been like that for a very long time...i haven't been cleaning it up...

Hey everyone! I would like to thank everyone again…for constantly giving comments and favoriting my works. I know I have been the worst replier on earth, because I hardly do. I know it’s such a simple thing to do, but please just bear. I really feel bad not responding to the comments you guys leave (especially those that are so overwhelming) I can just imagine you guys feeling ignored, because I know I feel that way when people just ignore comments. Anyway, I really appreciate your constant support and utmost appreciation of my works.

It’s been a long time again since I actually updated here. For the past several weeks, and even few months, I’ve been constantly bombarded with schoolwork, and I’ve been very very busy. Who can I blame? My schedule have been very hectic that I hardly had time for myself, let alone draw (not to mention the lack of inspiration). All these due to the preparation of the end of my high school career.

GRADUATION!!!! That’s in two days, and I want to share my anxiety to everyone. YAY!!!! But at the same time…*sigh* it’s parting time…memories, memories, so much to miss…NO REGRETS!!!!!! ^_^ it couldn’t have been better….CLASS OF ’07 WE HELLA GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyways, after this, I’m moving on and ill be doing my Printemps/Ete collection…^_^

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!

HERE'S MY PERFORMANCE:

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[grat-ih-TOO-shun] - NMO (New Modernist Ozian) expression of thanks so strong, the speaker makes up a word on the spot; Feeling of thankfulness.

I just really want to take this time and thank everyone on deviantart who has continually supported me, not only those who leave me over-whelming comments, and "favoriting" my works, but the great friends i have earned here.

"...That's why I couldn't be happier/ No I couldn't be happier..."

One macrostress less! Yes… after another month of “hard work”, our schools production of the musical FAME has concluded tonight…and im one macrostress free!!! Yes, it’s really been a long time since I last logged in here…it’s quite funny to think that I said the same thing in my previous journal…lol….but I’ve been HELLA busy, like it ain’t even funny…:C…

This entire thing took almost all my time…a lot of risks were involved, sacrifices…especially my grades have drastically been affected by this…my friends, my family…and eric…HOWEVER! The whole experience was absolutely AMAZING!!! After tonight’s show, I almost cried and then realized how much I’ve become more of a person, not just as an actor/singer/dancer (FAME actually made me consider taking a career in theatre…NOT!). The memories will linger forever in my heart, all the friendships shared with the cast, the moments of shit-talking, moments of just being goofy, moments of messing up the lines, moments of shoes being thrown on the stage, GAY-moments!!!, moments of injury (my head hit the floor when I was doing the mercutio death scene), moments of laughter and cry…all these things have greatly affected my own being as an individual…I will never forget this experience…even tonight, the post party at jack in the box, when we got kicked out for being too loud and out of control….:-/…

After 6 shows, 1.5 months of rehearsal…it’s time for me to just relax, and focus on my other priorities…I still have yet to catch up with a lot of things…

Anyway…point is, I’m still alive! …so…YAY!!!!
Have a good one!